Saturday, September 23, 2006
i'v not been to church for a really long time.
but 2day, i went to church n prayed to God.
i prayed that He will show me the way.
at 1st, i think i'm so sad i cldnt even feel it.
it just didnt sink it.. yet.
right now, it's starting to hit me.
n i cant describe how much it hurts.
i just wan to say..
God, i'v never really been devoted to You.
but pls dun abandon me. not now.
i need Your strength.ever since a long time, i usually blog cos i'm upset.
so, i'm closing down my blog.
i dont want to be sad anymore.
random thoughts at 9:17:00 AM